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Miri, Sarawak, Malaysia

Tuesday, July 13, 2010

最近的我。。。The recent me...

Recently...hmm...

I'm so sien.
I'm so tired.
I'm so sick.
I'm so lazy.
I'm so moodless.
I'm so down.
I'm so dull.
I'm so weird.

Ahxun and rainrain both called me up and FB-ed me. but i like kinda ignored them, feel so bad, we were once underwear buddies, meaning that we fren until we can wear the same underwear, no care =) hope they can fit-in my flag 国旗。。。haha...

Not that i dun wanna mix or contact with u...bro-s,if u all c this blog...hope both of u can gimme sometime or just pop-in nilai to visit me...i dun like online or phone call...

Like Gaga say...stop calling stop calling,i dun wan to talk/think anymore...

Find 1 day come find me lar,rain dun only noe paktoh,xun dun only noe how 2 hurt gals...not good ar u 2.

Another 1 to mention, mr eric leong, the mou leong fren...无良!!!

I no find him hoh, he totally no find laobeh...laobeh find him, he oso abit abit lar like fuyan me...then no more find me...wtf ftw lar this fren...terrrrrrrrrrrrr-baik.

Haihz...life goes on, life goes down, life sux, life is full of surprise, life is like waves...uncertain...

I need some rest to recharge my energy...

BTW,world cup baru habis, hope not too many ppl suicide...22 ppl-s chase a BALL...reli weird...but fun?!

Going for my late dinner now...cya my bloggie, cya my GHOSTIE room...

Will be updating my blog soon again about my GHOSTIE room's story that i xprience..

G G G G G

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

Frustration

Recently,i had been so frustrated...for so many many of thgs, and i cant even rmbr how long did i abandon my blog...

i m here to speak out my mind for recently...i had too much thgs to handle with, mayb bcoz of my attitude and my living style...

thgs that bother me all around :

accomodation ( leeching on my fren's room - causing fckin lots of inconveniency i guess - thanx Hansen, alot alot alot and alot more, juz couldnt thank u juz by saying thank u, mayb the attitude i talk is reli so...but thanx to u from my heart in alot of sides...u r my very best fren, but still the same thg i wish 2 tell u - grow up n thk more =) )

skin allergic - dunno y,recently mayb the weather is bit humid n dusty, my skin allergic seems like coming back abit quite seriously, luckily these few days they gave me a break, lemme go pls...dun stick with me...i wan to have a healthy life...

studies - nth much, attend all the classes ALEX!!!, must do each practice assignment given and my final AIM - must go to uk no matter what, by this september...graduate faster pls, u r not young n time-wasting is stupid during ur golden period.

fitness - i wanna keep fit =( been saying it for years, oops, perharps decades...sometimes, i thk i reli thk too much, i feel that i might look great n ll get to know SNSD - Yuri...hahahaha..nolar,for genetic health problem, must live healthily..dun ended up as a medicine bag.

baby - sorry dear, reli got lotsa thgs to handle n settle, abandoned u alot, thanx for tolerance...just hope u noe that i love u,muacksz.

poverty - ppl owe me drag here drag thr...i owe ppl too...walao,recycle ar? sad...dun care, like daddy said, manage ur finance properly if not how can u manage urself in future?

family - had been reli rude and in bad attitude towards mummy...sorry to my dear mum n dad, u all r owez the most important ppl in my life, neither games,gold,girlfren,goodies,gaymates nor Yuri can replace u all,sorry to make u all feel upset for these few years,for my failure in my studies...i ll try my best shot for this year,i wanna be a successful lawyer in future,i feel down when i cant get to pass...i ll make sure i work extra hard dad n mum, i wan u all to feel proud of me =( i noe who who who oredi graduated n working n who who who in wat firm wat company...trust me,i ll b a successful man soon, very soon, ur son wont be a disgrace of our family, i love u all. Gogo, take care of ur health in australia, sorry that i cant visit u during ur operation...hope 2 c u soon, had been apart from u for quite sometime...

myself - cut down all ur activities, gaming cut less alot pls, i din gamble, i din club, dun yamcha so much, coz it ll help to keep u fit n healthy.

hansen is not at home today as he went back to banting for family thingy, i m home alone...my fren, asd/zion, is reli emo recently, din wanted 2 asked why...coz he ll tell me if he wanted 2, hope everythg goes well within me n all my frens...i can feel that everythg for everyone goes bad recently...dunno y,my tears dropped when i m writing this blog...too much pressure n thgs in my mind...

finally, let's have somethg happy =) look at this very charming girl, hope she brings happiness to u all :



`/uri



charming her



=)

Sunday, January 10, 2010

-Aeges- , me the man of myself...

-Aeges-, is what ppl owez call me in realife for more compared to alex, ming or tze ming...tat's bcoz tat is my gaming nick.

Reli lazy to update blog nowadays, no such energy...juz finished my 2 months + holiday at my hometown n celebrated my bday for 3 days =) 3 days...so much superior than the king. thanx to all my frens for accompanying me during the sem-break, for my very 22nd suprised bday and good companion in meal, drink and lots more...thanx aaron, thanx shane, thanx qiling, thanx wei n vui thanx alot all...



Happy Family =)



Silly us but damn happy =)

Ppl owez said that get urself into a world tat u thk tat suits urself the most and u feel happy with it. That is bullshit...

For example...i love gaming or singing or sleeping, can it be the surviving tool or kit for me in this realistic society? it couldnt at all. So guys, juz stop fcking around with those words, so long u like it. A man juz cant do thgs according to their interests or hobbies or even instinct...coz they need to get a life and a bowl of rice for himself n the familu with their carimakan skill... => work.

Unlike ladies, they can do watever as their like, tak ada study tak ada work tak ada this one tak ada that one, show pattern, being emo and romantic...so? nvm...get a rich husband n tat's all of it for the rest of her life...

Force myself to study ba...wat to do?

Sometimes...i m juz too emotional and written such a post...eventhough u all might feel silly n sigh when u c this post?so? this is my blog...i write it accordingly to my feel, aint showin it to u all...

Fuck face? Yes...i m.

Cocky? Yes...i m.

So?

F U ...

Life sucksz...



Can u feel my world?